my long absence on the blog

hey people! yes im still very alive.... and yes i still care about you all.... but only, my life turned upside down in the past month, break up , moved, my mom unfortunately died, ive been going back in school....yes the porn star will also become a pharmacist.... and well... with the studies come the student budget....so i had to cut on the internet for a while ! so i hope you all will forgive me for my absence....and i should be back online as i used to be soon enough.....